||[Dec. 31st, 2007|05:43 pm]
Cathy * Ann
i went to church today and the priest told me that i should have never gone to see a psychologist because all they do is blame your problems on other people and other things. i wish i spoke to him before i gave mike that letter. he wont call me back or anything even thoigh his friends have been begging him to. |
i know that what i did to myself was wrong, i should have never hurt myself but i was so hurt and no one would listen. now that im home again all of those depressing feelings are coming back. i hate myself again. this place drives me crazy, theres no way i can live here for 3 months this summer. ive been here for 1 week and i already want to kill myself.